Pay me no mind.

Since I don’t have any real friends and I don’t like to complain to my bf. and no one is ever on my shit here I go. There’s nothing more that I want in the entire world then to go back home. I don’t think I’ll ever forgive myself for leaving but its not like I had a choice. :( I’m making myself literally sick with this shit. It’s not like if I went back home today I’d have somewhere to live so it’s like fuck it. I fucking hate twitter bc I see everyone’s living their regular life an I have to start all over. I busted my ass everyday all for nothing. I feel sorry for my bf. im being a super selfish bitch by expecting him not to keep on keeping on. Fuck my head hurts. ive been super needy and what have you these past few days and my bf is the only person I talk to so he’s taking all the wrath. In sorry :/ my head really fucking hurts so in going to close my fucking eyes. If I don’t fucking wake up god would be doing me a fucking favor.

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